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Journal Entry: Fri Mar 21, 2008, 2:32 PM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Baz Luhrmann
  • Reading: The Speech Song
  • Eating: pfft! yeah I can afford that!
  • Drinking: water
Recently I have done a lot of things that I regret...especially to one of the closest people to my heart. Celeste, I know I have fucked up and for that I am deeply sorry, I never wanted to harm you and I certainly didn't want it to turn out like this.

All I ever wanted was for everybody around me to be happy, and without even realizing it I betrayed you and hurt you.....for this I am sorry.

I would also like to apologize to all my other friends..I am so sorry. I have been pushing you all away. Ever since I lost my job it has been one thing after another, I have drown my sorrows in alcohol and drugs and I have never felt so lost and lonely.

Seriously I dont know what all of you see in me...I treat you all like crap, evading your calls, pretending I'm not home, basically running away from you all......and I don't know why! You all have been so good to me.

It feels like no matter what I do the people closest to my heart go away and take a part of my heart with them. I feel empty and cold, its like my life went from hectic to chaotic overnight and I just cant believe Im in the situation Im in. I thought by now I would have a job, completed my grade 12 and be in collage or university. Instead Im barely going to school, I havent even looked for a job yet, Im on social assistance, looking for a place to move to because I told my sister I cant live with her anymore, my entire family just found out that Im gay, wait till they find out Im engaged to my other room mate, they'll blow there tops!!! lol

Currently cant afford food after I pay my bills and rent, my mother taken me out yesterday to lunch and I could only eat a couple bites, its almost like I was so hungry that I didnt wanna eat it if that makes any sense.

So yeah, Im in a bit of a mess right now.

Constantly worrying about whether or not Im losing my mind, offending people, I just dont know what to do anymore my head is so boggled with problems....its too much for me to take on.
My guardian angel, if you can hear me I could really use some good luck right about now...Jen...Ive never needed a friend like I do now *crys*

So now you all have been updated on my situation, atleast something I did was done right.....
~Omen

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  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Kingston, Ontario
  • Interests: Being with my friends, Drawing, Long Walks at Night O.o
  • Favourite movie: The Covenant, The Craft, Underworld, The Fifth Element, Without a Paddle, Dogma, Cursed, Constantine
  • Favourite band or musician: L'ame Immortalle, Lacuna Coil, Green day, Bran Van 3000, Evanescence, Snow Patrol, T.A.T.U
  • Favourite genre of music: I like em all ^_^
  • Favourite artist: Defenatly my friends Amanda and Celly ^_-
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
  • MP3 player of choice: An Ipod, though I dont have one -_-'
  • Skin of choice: The one Im wearing ;P
  • Favourite game: Strip Poker, Suikoden 2, Suikoden 5, Star Ocean:Till the end of time, Tales of Symphonia
  • Favourite gaming platform: My Computer, The all mighty Cube!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sakuma Rhyuchi from Gravitation and Momiji from Fruits Basket
  • Personal Quote: What you do not want done to yourself, do not do to others. Confucius
  • Tools of the Trade: Anything and Everything ;)

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=MoeGoof:iconMoeGoof: Feb 13, 2008, 4:06:30 PM
Are you here - if so - get over to [link] and hook back up. I'm done with MoeGoof.

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~LunaTeigra:iconLunaTeigra: Mar 15, 2007, 10:09:40 PM
Hey Omen! How are you?

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=DarkDyami:iconDarkDyami: Jan 20, 2007, 1:34:14 PMComment hidden by Owner
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=DarkDyami:iconDarkDyami: Jan 11, 2007, 2:14:20 PM
taged look at my journal

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~ryou-rabbit:iconryou-rabbit: Dec 21, 2006, 2:24:30 AM
Your webcam picture is awesome ^_^
I'll watch you

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~Shimaira:iconShimaira: Dec 18, 2006, 7:31:34 AM
I tagged you ^^ Chexk my journal for more details

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*geoffreydean:icongeoffreydean: Nov 3, 2006, 10:31:50 PM
thanks for stopping by!

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~Shimaira:iconShimaira: Oct 20, 2006, 3:36:35 AM
HE Omen :) Never would have expected you here ^^

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})i({ Serene Midnight Dreams...
And forgotten Midnight Nightmares... })i({

:blackrose: Visit my fractal gallery...
:blackrose: Or read my horror/fantasy story Millenium...
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*TinaPuaa:iconTinaPuaa: Aug 11, 2006, 3:46:33 PM Mood: Adoration
zank you so much for the watch
~DarkAngel32189:iconDarkAngel32189: Jul 23, 2006, 1:50:21 AM
*pokes you* Hiya Omen! How are you doing?
=DarkDyami:iconDarkDyami: Jun 23, 2006, 4:20:36 PM
oh hunie I forgot to ask you make yourself a charcter too =) doing a maybe group piccy heheh ^^

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~Kyoth:iconKyoth: Mar 22, 2006, 11:30:57 AM
Hey bro :glomp: love ya =)

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~DarkAngel32189:iconDarkAngel32189: Oct 29, 2005, 9:03:29 PM
Hey Omen! Just thought I'd drop by and see how you were doing.
~IMAGEMKRPHOTO:iconIMAGEMKRPHOTO: Oct 6, 2005, 9:15:23 PM
My pleasure :)

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~LucsOmen:iconLucsOmen: Oct 6, 2005, 7:34:18 PM
Thanks :)

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~IMAGEMKRPHOTO:iconIMAGEMKRPHOTO: Oct 6, 2005, 9:16:56 AM
A pleasure to be added to your freinds list :)

I enjoyed your :gallery: also :D

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~vega-zero:iconvega-zero: Oct 5, 2005, 9:30:01 PM
hi there!!!

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~LucsOmen:iconLucsOmen: Aug 4, 2005, 11:06:57 PM
haha, thank you very much ^_^

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"Forever in the sylphids light, Forever guided by the night, Winds and wisps at my side, As if they are my spirit guides."
~KakumeiGirl:iconKakumeiGirl: Jul 30, 2005, 9:14:08 AM
I gotta say . . . Fruits basket rocks!!!!! :love:
good drawings!

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*MoeGoofie:iconMoeGoofie: Jul 20, 2005, 7:08:13 PM
Thanks for the fav! :wave: Why does it say you have 10 deviations when only 4 show up? That's weird. :confused:
*Evannrpg:iconEvannrpg: Jul 1, 2005, 8:26:07 PM
valeu o fav ^^

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